How time flies.. From the time I found out about my pregnancy, to giving birth at TMC, to Darling's 1st birthday, it juz seems like few days ago.. Our bond, have gone from juz a responsibility sake, to falling in love, then head over heel in love, now i cannot get enough of her.. All day, i work or sit there missing her..

I was obsessed with her nutritional intake ever since Day 1, all the way till now.. More and more stuffs gets under my scrutinize-ation.. I was obsessed, but i only need to be obsessed about filling her up with breastmilk.. Now, it's with breastmilk, yogurt, Scott's orange flavor fish oil, and porridge or rice which i make mental note and calculation of the nutritional level and content that goes into her mouth.. Also starts her on one feed of 60ml GainIQ per day.. Decide on GainIQ only after months of studying on the nutritional table of artificial milks..

She has also evolved, from a soft cuddly newborn, to a feisty energetic toddler.. She is not yet walking, but she already started to climb.. So is the same for the books i read.. From 'Care for newborn' to 'How to have a happy toddler'.. Constantly struggling with naturally slapping her thighs to make her behave when she goes crazy, and trying to stop the violent disciplinary action coz i don't wan her to learn to hit or think that hitting other when angry is fine.. In short, it means sometimes, i'm a bad example myself, thus tryin to change it to prevent Darling from learning..

These day, I'm also thinking, planning, refining my reply to her if one day she should ask me 'Where is Daddy?' No, I don't plan to lie to her, but the truth would be jus too hurting for her.. Thus to put the cruel hurting truth across in a diplomatic way, lotsa thinking is required..

Now, she waves byebye, doing flying kisses, mimicking sounds or actions we do, walking around with support of her car(she push it to walk around.. haha) and all sorts of funny stuffs.. She is a happy baby la..

Juz had her chickenpox vaccine yesterday, and will be having her MMR in July..

Here a series of photos, from newborn to now..

Day2 with only one eye open

Fewdays before 1st month

2nd month

3 months plus

4th months

5 months le..

6th month~

7th month..

8th month lo..

9 months

10th months~


11th month


Finally 12th months~!!!

yipee!