I'm losing my ankles, and leg without ankles looks like elephant feet! Signs of water retention.. When i press down on my skin, it remain sunken for long, it looks like my feet is made out of plastacine.. *gross* Last week, its only on my right foot, my left foot was not swelling.. yesterday, the swelling went down, and my feet looks normal again.. today, i lost both my ankles.. ARGH~! now, the skin feels tight and dry.. been slapping on lots of moisturising cream..

another bad news.. I've got those stretchmarks on my hips now.. It started the week before last.. It's spreading a little down the left side of my tummy.. my right side is still coping fine.. haiz.. seems like i'm not spared from it too.. been slapping on lotsa more of stretchmark creams to prevent them from spreading.. Its ugly man! sometimes it itchy too... especially if im wearing pants with elastic waistline.. it doesn't itchy when i'm wearing dress..

Space is really getting constricted for my little darling.. She hasn't been doing much of kicking lately... instead, she would be trying to stretching her limbs throughout the day, sometimes sticking an elbow or knee into my right, making me jump coz it felt like someone poked u in the waist.. other times, she would juz jab me in the ribs which makes my ribs feel sore..

I guess she is getting really heavy now.. when i try laying 45 degress on my sides, my tummy would get so distented.. haha.. I predict i would weight 75kg on my next checkup.. Let hope that i don't get heavier than that please..

How time flies.. She would be here in my arms in less than a month... actually i'm wishing that time would pass slower, or that she can remain inside me forever.. I'm beginning to miss my pregnancy.. Although pregnancy bring quite some discomfort and makes me quite immobile.. But at least, i can have my little darling with me here 24/7.. never a moment does she have to be apart from me.. Its so cozy and warm inside.. She never have to experience hunger, pain, colic, loneliness.. Haiz..

These days, when i watch childbirth documentary, when i saw the cutting of umbilical cord, it makes me all emotional.. Umbilical cord is the only thing that connects the baby to the mother.. and with a snip of the scissors, that connection gets cut away.. from then on, the baby is a independent individual, almost not connected to anyone anymore.. :(

BB is 33 weeks and 3 days old today..