haiz.. sometimes I really feel like leaving all the work behind, and run away somewhere to hide, or just MIA from office straight away.. Felt exactly like this, this morning.. There are like so many things on hand, but i cannot proceed further coz i misplaced some documents. Then i have to search through those piles of documents sitting on my table, but there is too much to look through.. ARGH!! and yes, i only have myself to blame.. Blame it on my procrastination and laziness.. and now, when i want to wake up and start working seriously already, i'm so stucked with the past works.. =.=" and somemore, THERE ARE GOING TO BE AUDITTING ON MY WORK in early March!! *faint* Its like half part of me is hoping that March arrive quickly so that i can go on my maternity leave soon.. But another half part of me is hoping that March never arrives so that i have time to sort out all my documents and filing so that i won't fail my auditting.. I'm so going to be in deep shit if i fail this auditting i tell you.. So now, im doing bit by bit everyday, getting my colleague to help.. I also have to teach and hand over my work to her before end of Mar.. I'm not so worried about teaching her.. Its not too difficult.. but i'm seriously stressed and worried about the audit thingy.. Sianz.. And i'm having tummyache now.. maybe going to shit after lunch hour ba.. its the only leisure for me now..
.Big Girl -> Amulet
.18 Oct
.Likes. Reading, Cooking,Movies, Singing & Arts
.Munch. Salmon sashimi, Chinese Raw Fish, 可爱鸡
Certain is it that there is no kind of affection so purely angelic as of a father to a daughter.
In love to our wives there is desire; to our sons, ambition;
but to our daughters there is something which there are no words to express.
-- Joseph Addison
.Little Girl -> Darrielle
.25 Mar
.Birth Weight. 3.51KGs
.Total Breastfed for 14months
.Partial Breastfed till 22months
.Likes. Book Reading with Mommy, Play, Swimming, Singing, Dancing
.Munch. Cold stuffs, Salmon sashimi, Tibits
What I wanted most for my daughter was that she be able to soar confidently in her own sky, whatever that may be.
-- Helen Claes
Pregnancy
.June 2007 - Mar 2008
.OB. Lawrence Ang
.Very mild morning sickness
.Always sleepy
.Colostrum at 23 weeks
.Fell down at 29 weeks
.My Birth Story .Special thanks to Shirley and my mum who tried to accompany me to all ante-natal checkups, especially Shirley who stayed overnight in TMC to keep my mum and me accompanied.
.Matured milk comes in on Day5
.Faced Nipple Confusion on Day4 - Day5
.Nipples bruised and sore from Day3 - Day5
.Nipples cracked and bled from Day5 - Day10
.Taught to apply fresh BM and nipple cream after each feedings
.Nipples start to heal from Day 11 onwards
.Fed every 2hrly at night for 1st month
.Fed every 3hrly at night for 2nd & 3rd month
.Fed every 4hrly at night from 4th month onwards
"When we trust the makers of baby formula more than we do our own ability to nourish our babies, we lose a chance to claim an aspect of our power as women. Thinking that baby formula is as good as breast milk is believing that thirty years of technology is superior to three million years of nature's evolution. Countless women have regained trust in their bodies through nursing their children, even if they weren't sure at first that they could do it. It is an act of female power, and I think of it as feminism in its purest form."
----- Christine Northrup M.D.
If a multinational company developed a product that was a nutritionally balanced and delicious food, a wonder drug that both prevented and treated disease, cost almost nothing to produce and could be delivered in quantities controlled by the consumers' needs, the very announcement of their find would send their shares rocketing to the top of the stock market. The scientists who developed the product would win prizes and the wealth and influence of everyone involved would increase dramatically. Women have been producing such a miraculous substance, breastmilk, since the beginning of human existence. ----- Gabrielle Palmer
